During his suspension, Respondent lived in the Roaring Fork Valley. Respondent is legally blind and had moved to that area because of the accessible bus system. During that time, Respondent experienced several health issues. He also lived in a house with several roommates, which was not conducive to maintaining confidential client files. He testified that he wanted his law practice to focus on domestic relations law, not criminal law, and thus he wanted a family law practice monitor during his probation.
In May 2020, the People and Respondent agreed that lawyer Ted Gardenswartz would serve as Respondent's practice monitor. Respondent testified that between June and October 2020, he emailed or spoke with Gardenswartz for about twenty minutes once a week. They never met in person during this time. Respondent acknowledged that he understood when the audit report was due. Respondent testified, however, that his primary focus during this time was securing better housing and that he "did not have a great mind" to complete an audit of his law practice. Nevertheless, he emailed Gardenswartz on June 8, 2020, discussing various practice matters and listing several items that he would try to assemble over the following month for Gardenswartz's review.4
Gardenswartz testified that he and Respondent discussed several of Respondent's domestic relations cases, confidentiality concerns, getting new office space, obtaining legal malpractice insurance, and whether Respondent should disclose past ethical violations to prospective clients.5 Respondent completed a self-assessment for Gardenswartz and kept the People apprised of his communications with him. According to Gardenswartz, he tried to assist Respondent to fulfill his probationary conditions and to build a successful practice, but he felt like they "never got where they needed to go." Gardenswartz also found Respondent to be exasperated and socially frustrated during this time.
In October and November 2020, Respondent and Gardenswartz's monitoring relationship began to deteriorate. Respondent maintained that his relationship with Gardenswartz broke down for several reasons, including that he believed Gardenswartz spoke with his family in Michigan without his permission and that Gardenswartz pushed him to practice criminal law despite his fervent wish not to do so. Respondent testified that he also wanted to leave the Roaring Fork Valley and move to Durango so that he could live in a place without roommates and receive medical care for his ongoing health concerns. According to Respondent, he felt irritable and upset with his living situation and was not physically healthy.
Respondent testified that he signed an apartment lease and moved to Durango on November 2, 2020. Four days after his move, Respondent emailed the People expressing an intent to fire Gardenswartz and asking for a new practice monitor in Durango.6 He stated that he would file a motion with the Court for Gardenswartz's removal if the People did not agree.7 He also listed several reasons for removing Gardenswartz, including his belief that Gardenswartz had unauthorized contact with his family.8 Respondent stated that while he had no direct evidence to support this allegation, enough circumstantial evidence existed to prove the communication occurred. Specifically, he said, Gardenswartz pressured him to practice criminal law, much like his family—who has a history of meddling in his professional affairs—always had.
Respondent sent a second email to the People the same day.9 In that email, Respondent expressed anger that he had recently received five unexplained inquiries from potential clients who wanted his assistance in handling their traffic matters.10 Respondent testified that he was upset because he had not targeted traffic cases and thus believed Gardenswartz was behind the inquiries. These types of criminal cases were not helpful to his practice, he said, because he only wants to practice domestic law. Gardenswartz denied speaking with Respondent's family or referring to Respondent any cases during their monitoring relationship.
Gardenswartz withdrew as Respondent's practice monitor on November 9, 2020. No practice audit was ever completed.
Two months later, Respondent had yet to agree with the People on a new practice monitor. On January 5, 2021, the People emailed Respondent to see whether he had settled in Durango or found a monitor.11 Respondent replied the next day that he was not settled and was actually embroiled in a pro se lawsuit he filed against his landlord for refusing to put locks on his windows and to complete other repairs.12 Respondent indicated that it would be at least March or April 2021 until the repairs would be done, and that he would need a family law monitor at that point.13 He also asked the People for a "formal screen" and "written guidelines" to keep his "family out of" his life.14 According to Respondent, he wanted the People's formal assurances that any practice monitor selected would have no contact with his family.
By the end of February 2021, nearly four months after Gardenswartz's withdrawal, Respondent still had no practice monitor in place. On February 26, 2021, Respondent emailed Renee Anderson and Nicolette Chavez, who work for the People. He told Anderson that "putting a new monitor on stuff is like putting lipstick on a pig" and that there were "deep underlying flaws with my case that wo[ ]n't be addressed with just a new monitor."15 He thus told her that he would eventually file a motion with the Court to resolve, at a minimum, whether a formal screen would be put in place to prevent a new monitor from speaking with his family. He vowed to "circle back" when he was settled, which might take up to six months.16 He also instructed Chavez "to take no action towards finding" him a practice monitor.17 He further opined that any monitor referred by the People was "contaminated" with the view that he should practice criminal law and thus he needed to "kill the source of that contamination."18 Respondent explained in his testimony that potential monitors believe it is in his best interest to practice criminal law, which has been seriously detrimental to his mental health. As such, he wanted to "kill" those beliefs. He also declared that he could not get a practice monitor until his apartment had locks on every door and window, which had yet to be accomplished.
On May 13, 2021—five days before the hearing in this matter—Respondent emailed the family court facilitator in Durango asking for names of lawyers who might be willing to serve as his practice monitor.19 The facilitator was unable to provide him with any recommendation.20 This frustrated him, he explained, because he was making efforts to find a monitor in Durango; when the family court facilitator could not give him a name, he said, he felt tempted to "throw up my hands and say I do not know what to do."
At the time of his probation revocation hearing, Respondent had no practice monitor, and no audit or report had been completed. He also maintained that his only open case was his own litigation pending against his landlord, which it would be an "absurd" waste of the monitor's time to oversee.